Damn Pregnancy Hormones

Or, as my husband would say, "Whores moaning?! I don't hear any..."

Ok, very funny Martin. I've always prided myself in being relatively unaffected by hormones. Meaning, I don't really get PMS, and I haven't experienced the erratic mood swings that some women suffer through during pregnancy. But today, I was driving along, listening to country music in my car, and started tearing-up! In my defense, the song on the radio was "You're Gonna Miss This" by Trace Adkins. It really IS a very touching song. If you're not a country music fan, the lyrics generally speak to how quicky life goes by...

“You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days
Hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this”

Ever since Zac was born, I've felt like his life is flying by so fast that I'm missing it all. I can't believe he's already two years old! It makes me sad that he's not really a baby anymore. Every time I think about it, I feel a little panicked and out of control... like I want to be able to slow it all down, but can't. It's really a terrible feeling. I'm sure every parent feels the same way, right? Anyhow, I hope that when Zac looks back and relfects on his life, he'll know how very much we loved him. See? Now I'm tearing up again... damn pregnancy hormones.